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thewintersoldierhasproblems:

Two most painful exits in my opinion

The thing is
        when I push someone away to protect them
                it’s not from my “ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴs”
                        it’s not from my “ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇs
                                it’s from { ᴍʏsᴇʟғ }                
                                        and ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘᴀʀᴛ of { м̛̤̣̣̥̖͙͉̣̜̩̻̺͕̝͓̍ͤ̓̇͒̚͘͝͠ͅє̢͙̜͓̗̰̖̣͈̠̼̟̪̆ͫ͆͝ }

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That awkward bi moment

thatawkwardbimoment:

when you hear straight people talking about LGBTQ people without knowing you’re one of these people, and you feel like a secret agent about to be revealed.

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gaypocalypse:

look it’s not like i’m against theorizing that historical figures were bisexual, hey sure go for it they may well have been! but if the sum total of your proof that they were into the “opposite” gender is “they were married” and/or “they had kids” then you’re making some major assumptions that completely erase the existence of gay and lesbian people who have been in straight marriages and had kids, past and present

fight bi erasure but don’t claim these things are incompatible with gayness when they never have been

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"I know just what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head. It’s like a face that I hold inside, a face that awakes when I close my eyes, a face that watches every time I lie, a face that laughs every time I fall and watches everything.
So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim that the face inside is hearing me. Right underneath my skin.

It’s like I’m paranoid lookin’ over my back,
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head,
It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within,
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin."

—LInkin Park (via thegatekeeeper)
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Survivors Speak Out Presents:

selfcareafterrape:

To The Young Girl,

To the young girl who didn’t know why she was hurting, I want to say- it’s okay. he’s telling you that you have no reason to be feeling the pain you feel. There’s a word for this: gaslighting. You always have a right to whatever you feel.

You’re feelings are valid. They always are. You don’t have to earn your right to feel anything, you already have that right. You don’t have to prove that you deserve your feelings. You don’t have to be ashamed of feeling hurt, scared, betrayed, confused, or even angry. You are furious. That’s okay. Your anger does not excuse his mistreatment of you. 

& that is what it is. Mistreatment. Don’t believe him when he tells you otherwise. When he hurts you on purpose, finds pleasure in your pain, only apologizes when you threaten to leave- this is called abuse.

He’s telling you that you are the only good thing in his life, that without you he would die. This isn’t your problem. Do not bear the weight of his insufferable externalities. 

Take a deep breath, & when you exhale imagine all of the toxins he’s been spilling into your ears slip out in a black fog that dissipates into the air, floats up into space where it disperses & cannot hurt anyone. 

He’s telling you this is the healthiest relationship he’s ever been in. What he means is that he likes that he is able to control you. He likes that he has the power to hurt you. He enjoys hurting you. Don’t ever forget this. Remember this. Especially when he says that he loves you. 

You don’t owe him shit. His ‘I Love You’ is not a crisp one hundred dollar bill, it is not something you can trade or use, it holds no value. Do not let him give it to you in payment of your suffering, blood, & tears. His ‘I Love You’ is cheap & worthless. When he gives it to you as you cry, it brings no comfort- this is not your shortcoming but his. 

He does not love you. 

This is not your fault. 

Being unlovable, he is incapable of loving. 

Above all else, I want you to know that this is not the end of your story. You are so much more than this. Your life continues to blossom & unfold, & so do you. There is so much more ahead of you beyond these traumas. You have years of suffering ahead of you, but you are not destroyed. I know you worry, I know you’re scared. It will hurt, I can promise you that. But I can also promise you that you are stronger than you ever thought. You are invincible. 

Cherish you’re sweetness. He & other sling venomous words at you that slice through you sensitive bits, but it is not a weakness that you do not strike back. They’ll try to tell you that you defending yourself is worse than their attacks, or that it proves you deserved to be attacked. They are full of fucking shit. You are glorious & magical & so much more powerful than any of them. You do not deserve the shit they put you through. Know that. Know that you are above them, & that your poise is an asset not a weakness. You know you are good. Even when hurting you do not try to make others suffer. You are strong & wonderful. 

I love you.

I love you.

I love you. 

You are going to be okay.

- Lilyanne Kane

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victorian-goth:

Victorian goth http://victorian-goth.tumblr.com/

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scurrilizzie:

adraughtofamortentia:

supermoclel:

are you ever in the middle of saying something or showing someone something and you realize that literally no one cares 

I’ve literally stopped talking mid-word in a story and no one has noticed.

like on the daily

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